Showing posts with label weight. Show all posts
Showing posts with label weight. Show all posts

Sunday, October 10, 2010

afraid not to wake up

My left arm hurt again last night (http://project05952381.blogspot.com/2010/10/knocking-on-heavens-door.html) so much that I kept waking up. At least I didn't feel chest pain. I'm afraid of falling asleep and not waking up -- just like my maternal grandmother died. As of late, I've felt that I'll die of a heart attack some day.

If I had died last night, who'd care for my two little boys? I can't die and leave them behind without a provider.

Friday, October 8, 2010

knocking on heaven's door

I like the Guns N' Roses (http://www.gunsnroses.com/) version more than the original by Bob Dylan (http://www.bobdylan.com/). I've been thinking of this song especially since I currently have pain on my chest. I'm afraid of having a heart attack due to my weight and family history. Well as I said the other day, any day is a good day to die.