my son's first ever seizure, burning adrenaline & running on empty

I haven't slept well for the past eight days or so. I keep waking up to check on my son (http://project05952381.blogspot.com/2010/11/my-sons-first-ever-seizure.html). In the past two days, I've started feeling the effects of lack of continuous sleep (http://project05952381.blogspot.com/2010/12/my-sons-first-ever-seizure-week-later.html). Maybe I just worry too much for nothing -- then again maybe not (http://project05952381.blogspot.com/2010/12/earth-heaven.html).