I feel awkward today -- a mix of sadness, confusion and not knowing what to do or feel. I'm thinking of my maternal grandmother who died four years ago today of old age in her sleep after enduring almost a decade being sick and practically bed-ridden (Sunday 05/07/2006, a week before Mother's Day).
She taught me whatever I learned about being Christian as well as many things that formed my character.
I miss you, grandma. May you be once again with my grandpa. May God have your soul.