my breakfast before breakfast

This is what I take every morning. By the way, I'm not including names (sorry, no advert).

• 2 capsules of antipsychotics
• 2 capsules of antidepressants
• 1 pill for ADD
• 1 pill for high blood pressure
• 1 pill for allergies
• 1 pill for cholesterol (natural supplement)
• 1 capsule of garlic (natural supplement)
• 1 capsule of vitamin C (natural supplement)
• 1 capsule of charcoal to eliminate toxins, this week (natural supplement)

This is a total of 11 pills and capsules. I might forgetting one or two pills for something. I can't recall.

rants: dozing off

I've felt so tired that I could barely stay awake all day. I kept dozing off a minute here and there. Of course, the weather didn't help (constant rain, all day long) as it was perfect to stay in bed all day. I keep thinking that I may pass out at any time, any where, due to the medications that I take (http://project05952381.blogspot.com/2010/09/depression-allergies-motherload.html). I can't wait to start taking the other medicine that I need, which keeps me awake (good side effect, considering that the others make me heavily drowsy).

depression & light

If there was one thing that affects me most (especially right now) aside from high frequencies, it'd be light. Like a mystical vampire (if such existed), I hide from the sun, bright lights and even glare. Then again I've lived most of my life in some level of darkness, away from it all. Even my prescription eyeglasses (currently three pairs) are tinted or darken when exposed to the light. In other words, light gives me a pounding headache and makes me feel even more miserable!

depression & allergies (the motherload)

To make matters worse, in the past couple of days my allergies are also making feel worse. This means taking more medication. Of course, the problem with taking the amount of medication I need to take every morning -- aside tolerance and possible addiction -- is being drowsy all day and passing out at anytime and anywhere (especially at work and in church).