Wednesday, September 15, 2010

yet another blow

So my two-year-old might also be sick according to medical evaluation this morning.

What in the bloody fuck did I do for my children to suffer?

Times like this make me wonder if there's really a god.

What must I do to get my children healthy? Must I give my life? If so, tell me when and where.

My body hurts. My soul hurts while my eyes cry in pain.