Wednesday, December 15, 2010

rants: my defective brain

I've been taking all my medications as of late (http://project05952381.blogspot.com/2010/11/not-taking-my-medications.html), but my behavior's been somewhat off. Maybe this is why I was more depressed than usual during the Blue Christmas service last week (http://project05952381.blogspot.com/2010/12/blue-christmas-mmx-finally-breaking.html).

Does this mean I'll be depressed out of my mind on Christmas day? I hope not, but I'll try to keep my mind busy helping at church during two of three Christmas Eve services (http://project05952381.blogspot.com/2010/12/blue-christmas-mmx-revisited.html).

Could it be that I need to increase the dosage of my current medications or simply try a new combination of medications? Well for the time being, my psychiatrist just changed one of three medications. It's a matter of time to know if this new prescription works for me.